After one month of Bee Venom Therapy using Amber Rose’s Lyme Protocol, it is time to reflect on the process of BVT and how it is affecting me. No deep thoughts here, no extended time needed to sort through my thoughts. It’s easy to see my progress after the first thirty days. I feel it, I know it — it is much more than hopefulness. Change has arrived.
My three worst constant symptoms have lifted every so slightly, and the effect is cumulative: Fatigue, Insomnia, and Digestive Issues (constipation due to chronic inflammation)
Even better, I am spontaneously humming, singing and laughing from time to time. I truly did not realize how dark my world has been, until I started laughing again at moments in my daily life.
This humming, singing and laughter is a huge “tell” that my health is returning. Just being able to enjoy life was, I guess you could say, physically impossible for a while. Physically impossible for a few years. Humour is healing, but you can’t force it — believe me, I have tried using laughter to improve my mood and lessen pain but to no avail. Being joyless is living in a sickly state, the doldrums being a result of the illness (i.e. Lyme Disease and its co-infections) sapping my life force away from me. Even though I had myself convinced that my dulled and joyless existence was my own fault and my own doing, it really is not, and was not, a mind over matter thing. There is a gut-brain connection that is weighted much more in biology than it is in free will. The gut is sometimes referred to as the “second brain” because that is where most of the body’s immunity and neurotransmitters are made. The bee venom has improved my health, and seeing this lifting of both my mind and my emotions, I know that the medicine of the honey bees must be healing my gut.
The first thirty days of BVT take the patient on a learning curve of understanding and being able to follow the Lyme Protocol as it is designed; in getting used to the concept of having insects sting you when you were taught as a child to fear them intensely; in figuring out how to sting yourself. In figuring out how to make peace with the death of these tiny creatures in exchange for getting your life back. In wondering if you’ll survive the itching phase. Wondering if you can keep up with the commitment, stinging 3 times per week for 2-3 years. These are the first 30 days. You get through it, because the bees know what to do and little by little, help our bodies heal from the ravages of chronic Lyme Disease.